Reposting because I had to lock the first time I shared this gift to my journal. I’ll go back and post the fic I wrote from this exchange here, along with the AO3 code.

A heart-shaped hole in my chest (2207 words) by aphrodite_mine
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Orphan Black (TV)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Helena/Sarah Manning, Helena & Pupok (Orphan Black)
Characters: Helena (Orphan Black), Sarah Manning, Kira Manning, Oscar Hendrix, Pupok (Orphan Black)
Additional Tags: Sibling Incest, Implied/Referenced Character Death
Summary: "I could feel you then, Sestra," Helena says, and it is not what she wants to say (sorry, sorry, I'm so sorry, I did not know, I knew, I knew, I am so so sorry) but it is a true thing. "Not like now, but… your eyes, they are different from their eyes."